Thank you for being there for me

To all who have been dropping by and reading my blog, I just want to say a heartfelt thank you for your care and concern. I may not know who you are, but thanks for being there for me all these while. Sorry that I have to lock up my blog as I was using it to rant and let out my feelings, when there is no one whom I could really talk to, or rather, I do not want to affect others around me.

My life hit an all-time low over the last one month, but at the end of the road, what doesn't break me only makes me stronger. Of course there will still be problems to solve, thoughts to overcome, and things to work on, but I know I can do it because I have a God who is bigger and greater than life itself.

My worth is in Him. He loves me for who I am, and not what others want me to be. There is only one Gina and no other that He laid down His life for. People can disappoint us, but He loves us too much to let us down. The joy that He puts back in my heart no longer depends on what other people say or do.

I remember Pastor Lia once told me that she sees in me a resistance, a tough heart, and I will always bounce back when life pushes me down. This is so true! I'm the kind who will fight till the end.

Great future awaits me, in every new dawn. I will seize the day, and bring it a step closer towards my destiny.

My 2010

This is my 1st post in 2010, and I just want to say that I'm really looking forward to 2010, to make the best out of it!

2009 have been a long year for me, with so many things that happened. Good things, but mostly bad things. I learnt how to be strong in the process, and indeed bad things happened just so that I will learnt and grow. To all my bad experiences, I have left you behind in 2009. I’ve moved on.

Yes, I’m turning 24 this year. Honestly I have many self-imposed anxiety in my heart as the days passed by so quickly. Things that my mum and sis always bugged me with: "Any boyfriend?", "when do you plan to get married?”,"I want to intro this person to you, that person to you...” lol. They are making me anxious, and I got to keep reminding myself that my future is secure in the hands of my 100% good God. And I got to choose wisely!

I’ve also realized that I have been thinking too much recently. Yes, too much, I must say.
Gina, you got to think lesser and keep things simple. With too many thoughts swimming in your head, it will really affect your moods.

I missed those days where I felt carefree in my heart and mind, letting no one and nothing to affect my emotion. Thus, I have decided to go back to those days, with a heart filled with faith and HS, having the unexplained joy in my heart every day. If you have been letting someone or something affect your emotion, I know how you feel! It only takes 1 decision to move on. You can choose happiness over sadness in every situation.